Sunday, December 1, 2013

Letter

We wouldn't know differences of letters until it comes to our sense to understand it.

Yup..

Sometimes, we really need 'we' but it turn out to be just 'me'

Only change at one letter though.. >_<

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Haru betol..!!

Satu hari yg sgt letih..setelah naik pelbagai jenis kenderaan..dari mpv, kapal terbang, bas, train..then sambung plak dgn drive keta sendiri. Mmg rasa nak smpai rumah cepat.

Sampai rumah, those kids craving d attention..layan makan, mandi till 9pm. Bersihkn diri sndri plak coz then need to send my sis to stesen bas plak.

Ooopss bas dh smpai, just need to buy a mineral water for her before bus depart. Somehow, letih dh menguasai, kesabaran makin kurang..that 24hrs kedai..beratur pjg nk byr. Sabar lg..sabar lg. Sempat perhatikan cashier tu mmg slow, dh tau line dh beratur pjg..proaktif la sket. Sakit atinye tgk..rase nk sound je..( of coz dlm ati je merepek).

Bila smpai my turn, my sis dh call..cashier still sibuk nk duit kecik. Cari la gak....then dh byr, plastik pn x kasik..bile mntk bru terhegeh2 nak amik. The things I never done before, sblm die bukak plastik tu, dgn tahap kesabaran yg tinggal 0.01%..plastik dirampas dan terus berlari mndapatkan bas tersebut.

Perasaan bercampur baur bila tgk bas dh bergerak. Sbb teringat my sis yg xmkn ape2 lg..gagahkan diri berlari di hadapan org ramai..kejar bas tu. Kena marah lak ngan konduktor bas..tebalkn muke..minta maaf byk2. Then, pintu bas dibuka..lantas bas dinaiki, cari seat my sis.

At that time, I can't even look at anyone face..turun dr bas, tunduk... bjalan ke kereta. Mata dah berkaca, masuk je dlm kereta, air mata keluar mcm sungai. Hampir 20 minit, x berhenti lg bnjir kilat nih. Nape xnak stop ni, camne nk drive ni. Otak still xdpt tangkap, why am I crying? Suddenly and beria2 sgt. Hati ckp..becoz I am woman. Nangis xperlu ada sebab. We cry when we want.. Still cry when we don't want it.

Yup, still cry when this post been typed. Perasaan bercampur baur..I didn't totally understand myself. You also don't need to understand it, just stay beside me when needed..its grateful enough. Thanks to my buddy, talk for a while made me found my way back home. She must be surprised, don't have any clue yet still talk to me. Haha dh la ckp sorg2 sbb I can't even say a word. Thx a lot!

Haru betol..!!